I was an old soul in a new young body. I would haunt my mother with complex questions and my attention level was zero. I became bored very easily unless something intrigued me and I still have not changed.

I became a master at hiding these things and shared my views, thoughts and visions with people who were very close to me. The reason it went that way was because I did not need the extra baggage of helping others to understand my world. I wanted people to get to know me for a long time, so it put me in a position to show them I am not crazy, I am human just like they are.

As I grew a bit older I started to see auras, sensed spirits, I was able to see unexplained clear glass like, translucent particles in the air, the visions and feelings became stronger and more vivid. I was scared and completely confused by all that I experienced and yet there was an odd sense of unexplained comfort. My life was so chaotic with the physical and mental abuse I was going through with my family and so called friends, allowing people to take advantage of my naive nature, not understanding why the people in this world did not see what I saw, not having someone who understands the depth of my world to talk to about my life and the many trials I had already been going through brought me to a point where I could not handle it anymore. I ended up having a break down and I shut myself off. I know there are others out there who can relate to this, I know you know what I am talking about. Some would wonder how can this be shut off, well it can. The mind is very powerful and it can be trained to do anything if you allow it. I had gone into darkness for a long time, years actually and I became dead inside. I could not feel anything and when I say that I mean absolutely nothing at all, no love, hate, tears, sympathy, I was just empty. This was a difficult time for me because of my husband and his lack of understanding the depth of my experience but he took the ride and stayed with me despite the situation.

Today I live for the moment and I do not allow anything from the future to bother me. At one time it tore my life apart knowing “things” but I have mastered how to deal with those “things”. This mind set was extremely difficult to achieve and it has been somewhat of an uphill battle but deep down inside I knew I was being called for a reason and I knew I needed to learn how to achieve balance though it all. I now know I am and always was meant to help others. I finally found my way back and today I am stronger than I ever thought possible.

With this being said, you can think I am crazy or you can embrace your curiosity and try to understand. I never believed in abusing my visionary knowledge because I do not want to destroy such beauty. So now you can stop wondering, when I create a message of hope or truth….how did she know….you now have the answers to the great mystery. I am nothing special in that sense. Everyone has the ability to see things and understand others in a depth that is almost frightening, the signs are all there everyday of our lives but your reality may not be the same as mine or someone else's. Simple terms example: I might see a dog in the clouds and you can be looking at the same clouds and perhaps see a cat, so that is how life works for us when it comes to differences in how we view things.

I have never been able to explain how it all feels to me until now.

There is an unexplained energy that flows through me. I feel very connected to people, animals, the earth, space and I hear their thoughts, feel their heart, their pain and I can read it and help. Most people do not know who I am and I always find a way to help others without the use of them knowing, I already know. That would not be fair to them. However it does come in handy “knowing” when people try to lie to me and when I call them on it they run. I have learned to be more forgiving about liers and less outspoken because they are actually people who are seeking acceptance or they feel guilt or ashamed. I do not have to live with it, they do.

My dreams have actually declined through the years but I think it is because I have tapped into the deeper part of my energy, spirituality and understanding. Although there is a name for what it is I am able to do on the surface level, I do not like associating myself with a label. That seems to be a problem in this world, most people believe that there needs to be a name for things and the fact of the matter is, there does not need to be the presence of a name. It is….what it is.

I have been allowing my energy to flow within freedom for some time now because I have learned that there are little messages that are trying to come through that has to do with my own growth in the Spiritual realm and some messages are for others. Most of the time, I have no idea who it is that needs to hear the message, I just put it out there in my blogs, writings, some of my art and most often I nail it because I will get a message from someone or many of you asking me, How did you know?

Although my posts, my art and writings may seem confusing at times because of how I jump around in many different directions, I mainly share what ever is on my mind or in my heart in the very moment it shows up inside me. So instead of waiting to post, write or create art, I immediately take action because the energy is high in that moment. So if you seek a connection with me that would be it.

I flow with the universe in a way that some would be confused by. Others will understand because they are either in tune with the energy or they have achieved some level of deep understanding.

I will never claim I know all and there is something new to learn everyday of our lives and if you feel you have experienced life to some great knowledge then trust me and take my advise, the universe will always throw something at you when you least expect it. There is no room here for ego.

I am human like you are, I am no prophet, Please….do not ask……I do not do reading, I am not some great physic, I am just me, one with the universe, flowing within energy, space and time, living in the moment. I am…..finally free